Standing Between The Living and The Dead

Last night was at G Zone bible study. Watched a video by Ps Bill Wilson. He preached a sermon on Aaron standing between the living and the dead. (Numbers 16)
Well unlike Aaron, I could run easily.. I could do things for I am young. And really I do have abilities to do so if I wanted to. But what I really lacked was the fire, the prior step that was required before the act.

Aaron ran and took the fire, The fire in God's house. I have to take that fire for I felt like I never did. I felt like I've never really loved people. I've only love them within my comfortable reach…
Maybe I had when I first felt the need to rise up in the CG.. now the CG is comfortable.. so I became comfortable too..
There was no urgency to love. If those who do not yet know Jesus die the next day…
Up till now people dying still seem like bible statistics to me.. Sounds so far.. just like what Ps Bill said..

Well I don't need a revelation.. I need to do something.. a simple "I love you, Jesus loves you"
14,700 Jews died back then when the wrath of God came.. but there were millions of others who are still alive!

Yes! As I'm writing this.. fire came.. a decision to want to do something sparked the fire!