Being Alone =)

Well I love the feeling of being alone in my room or alone on the MRT listening to my iPod or playing my guitar. Especially in my room where nowadays I spend alot of time in God's presence with my guitar. Just being soaked in Him.. I just hunger for this period of time each day.. I'm really loving it!

Hmm but felt a shift in the spirit some time ago.. that I'm moving on to the next stage of my life.. where soon I will prosper.. where soon I will have a relationship..
I do hope it's her.. I kinda like her now.. I used to "bo chap" her.. Now I think that she is very suitable.. she feels perfect with my life.. But better not pin my hopes too high else I fall hard again. God will move..

Even if I do not have all these things.. even if I were to stay poor and single all my life.. if I were to lose everything.. I still will thank God for dying for me.. for loving me.. for changing my life.. What He did in me is permanent.. no one can take away.

And even if I grow to become very prosperous.. and be with her.. I will still have God in my life.. I will still pick up my guitar and make time to be soaked in His presence.. He is my priority.
My life was built on my guitar, in His presence.. I will continue building it till the day I see Him

I Must Learn To Sit

"And seeing the multitudes, He went up on a mountain, and when He was seated His disciples came to Him. Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying..: - Matthew 5:1-2

Had a wonderful QT. Was pondering on how to connect to my people, how to teach them things, how to grow them..
Holy Spirit then prompted me to read Matthew 5. It was about Jesus teaching His disciples the Beatitudes! The DNA, character, spirit and heart!

On the previous chapter, Jesus had His ministry healing the multitudes. Then He decided to stop and went up to a place with His disciples, where He could sit down and they can come to Him. If Jesus didn't drop His ministry and sit, the disciples wouldn't be able to have an opportunity to sit with Him and be taught with the Beatitudes! Sitting down is also an opportunity for people to connect! "Relac one corner?" hahaha.

Yes I must learn to put aside my ministry, get seated and connect with people. Especially my sheeps! Amen!

Decisions aftermath!

Can't help but say I love the things I'm experiencing after I've set things in my heart
.. Giving more in terms of financially, to church these days
.. Hanging out with young people again
.. Giving followups and building foundations
.. Seeing people grow
.. Seeing and pushing for CG growth
.. Pray for people, allowing God to speak through me
.. Teaching guitar
.. Lifting my thoughts to the spiritual realm
.. Moving on to the next phase of my life. Saw the vision, felt a spiritual shift to this new phase
.. A new faith for finances
.. A new faith for relationships