A Future and A Hope

Had another awesome QT yesterday..

Hopelessness has always been lingering around my door..
Being sole-breadwinner with a sustainable pay isn't going to bring me anywhere further
Going to a private-U will be difficult as of now. Need to save.

But I do not want to compromise because of that and give any lesser to God.
Neither do I want to compromise my time for God and get an additonal part-time job.
Things gets difficult here because I need to keep to my convictions and vision by putting the rest of my dreams down
Now I can only work, serve and save. The rest are just dreams that have to be put aside.

Then God spoke a future and a hope into me..
I'm not going to remain as I am..
I'm going to be able to give to God much much more than I am able now
I will be able to support a family of my own
My future will not be downcast, I will have success

It may be 5 years, it may be 10.. but I know that it is done. I'm "walking home to see my resurrected son"
I have faith to surrender my dreams to Him who gave me a future and a hope.